I've been thinking a lot about fear lately.
Fear is such a tricky human emotion. It keeps us from doing things we want to do. It prompts us to do things that are out of character. Fear is so powerful. I want to make sure that I control it and am not controlled by it.
So, one of my "fears" (a little "f" fear...not a big one) is driving in the city...no, not Joliet...
Chicago, St. Louis...basically, a place with lots of one way streets and monster buildings.
I've been trying to understand what this is all about. I don't want to be one of those old people that is afraid to leave the house, allowing my world to grow smaller and smaller because of fear.
The GPS helps, until you end up in the canyons of the city...large buildings tend to block out the signal.
I'm not so bad once the driving part is done, but I am downright antsy thinking through the trip.
Last night we went to the United Center. Not exactly downtown, but still Chicago and unfamiliar territory.
We were hunting for parking. There are parking lots all around the place. It was cold and we wanted to park close. It was hard to see...dark, snow and cold people all around. I saw what I thought was the parking entrance. As I pulled in I felt a bump. Then I heard lots of yelling. Yep, it looked like I was trying to hop the curb to get into the $20 parking for free!
What did I do? After pulling back out into the street I laughed. In fact, we laughed about it on the way in, while at the game and on the way home again.
So before I take this any further, I want to hear from you. This driving in the city thing...do you like it, hate it, fear it??? How do you get by it, through it, overcome it??? Some of you are scratching your heads wondering how anyone could even feel this way. How have you mastered it?
BTW...there's my curb at the bottom of the image on a warm, sunny day. Who knows, maybe they'll put a statue of my curb-jumping car someday!
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